Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Just Do

Lately...

I've been trying to be more attentive to God's voice in my life.
Sure, He isn't always speaking per say, but He is always trying to let me know something. A little bit of what He's feeling, whether it's through the things I see, or the people that come talk to me.
That's the first part: listening.
The second part, the harder part in my opinion: doing.
It doesn't matter if I hear Him, but not listen to what He says. He tugs at my heart for various things, either for me to do something or say something. So far, every time I have stood up and stepped out in faith, it's worked out every time. In spite of all my fears, and anxiety before I would go do whatever was asked of me, everything worked out. Pret-ty amazing.
There have been moments when I felt like I wanted to be jumping off a cliff without a bungee cord rather than doing what was asked of me. However, in the end, I felt like I conquered the world, and me and God were able to sit back and laugh at those moments.
I've felt Him laugh, that joy that permeates through your entire body. It's a crazy feeling, and I couldn't help myself be caught up in it.
Our God is a crazy God. Funny. Witty. Incomprehensible.
Simply, He just is.